My so called life has gone so fucking down hill! The guy in my last entry has been nothing but a heartless ass and my ex tried to fight one of his other friends! I am so afraid to even be in the same room as him. I have also developed strong feelings for a guy that everyone says I should stay away from. I don't know what it is about him. because I can't seem to get him off my mind. On top of that my mom is freaking because I hace a C in Math and a high C at that. So I have sat here in my house without any other teenage interaction. I sware I am socially dead! Save me!!!!!!


So how was your holiday?

I really like this guy Jordan. He is cute, sweet, and funny. Sounds perfect right? Well not. He is friends with my stalker ex-boyfriend. It major sucks. Especially because I think he likes me back. Actually I know he does bacause we were dancing together at the 7(concert venue).But I don't want him to get punched by my ex... again.